Who I am

My name is Matthew Lengauer and I am a Life Coach and Energy Healing Mentor. I identify as a gay cis-gendered white male nerd who loves dogs, books, nature hikes, and of course, coffee.

I stand for social justice, equity, autonomy, decolonization, and promoting love of humankind and all living things, an end to genocide, apartheid, fascism and the vilification and hunting down of any person based on who they are and how or where they were born. PERIOD. If this bothers you, I suggest you look elsewhere.

My journey to where I am now is colored by many hues. I began as a colonized young man. That is, believing I had to behave, think, and feel a certain way - the way everyone else told me I should. I was raised a middle class, Maronite Catholic by a hardworking family that dedicated themselves to their jobs. I practiced my spirituality as quite the little Catholic mystic from a young age. I had intuitive experiences that were eventually written off as fantasy.

I eventually went through major transformational sheddings: coming out at age 17, rejection from a seminary, a counseling career that didn’t feel right and was put on hold, a 10 year pause on church attendance, capitalistic career fatigue, separation from my partner, and then giving up everything to start this business.

At each of these sheddings, I had someone who professionally helped me: therapists, ministers, psychics, astrologers, tarot readers, energy healers, mentors, and life coaches. I see now that each time I was decolonizing my life: making it my own and not someone else’s. This is what I want to help you do with your life. Align with your true purpose, do the work, and everything falls into place. What you think would feel crazy actually feels right, feels peaceful. I’m not trying to spiritually bypass; there will be plenty of challenges and people who want to get in your way. This could just be another shedding and we will be ready and willing! We got this!